Green is your Lightsaber's color.

Green is the color of nature. It symbolizes growth,
harmony, and freshness. Green has strong
emotional correspondence with safety. Green is
also commonly associated with wealth and
happiness, so someone with a green lightsaber
like yourself is a fortunate soul.


What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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1. Phantom of the Opera soundtrack CD
2. Jane Fonda's My Life So Far
3. Havaianas flip-flops *sabi ni daddy pag balik daw namin sa Galleria bibili niya ko...*
4. Mayonnaise CD
5. Tori Amos' The Beekeeper
6. I-pod *sana lang may mapulot akong wallet na meh lamang 16,000*

Character History

Yuriko Oyama's father was Lord Darkwind (Kenji Oyama), a Japanese crime lord and criminal scientist who created the adamantium-to-bone bonding process. She teamed up with Daredevil to free her lover, Kiro, from her father's servitude; when Darkwind was slain the devoted Kiro chose suicide to honor his master. Distraught, Yuriko belatedly embraced her father's ideals and sought to track down whoever dishonored him. Her trail led to Wolverine, whose skeleton had been bonded with adamantium. Deathstrike sought to kill him to right the wrong of the theft and thus restore her family's honor, but she was defeated by Vindicator of Alpha Flight. Yuriko then went to the Mojoverse and Spiral's "body shoppe" where she received extensive cybernetic enhancements including adamantium bones and talons.
Lady Deathstrike was once a member of the team of criminal cyborgs called the Reavers, led by Donald Pierce, who once managed to successfully defeat the X-Men. The Reavers have since been annihilated by the Sentinels, and Yuriko has been operating independently.
Although she briefly resigned her quest to kill Logan and even assisted the X-Men on a few occasions, she still remains a murderer and assassin. Despite all this, Yuriko is set apart from many of the X-Men's foes in that she adheres to a code of honor.

Powers and abilities

Lady Deathstrike is a cyborg with superhuman strength, speed and agility. She still has some biological parts that do not seem to be affected by the adamantium bonding process which would be lethal to any ordinary human, it has been speculated that she may be mutant with similar powers to Wolverine; she has demonstrated the ability to regenerate her organic tissue in the past, though whether this is an attribute of her cybernetics or not is unknown. Although her normal form is obviously that of a cyborg, she uses disguises when necessary. She is an expertly trained assassin and warrior, and while she prefers stealth and subtlety in her killings, she often lets her hatred of Wolverine overcome her better judgment.

Birthday ni daddy ngayon...la lang. I wrote him a letter yesterday. La lang. The sky's gray again. I hate it when the rain is accompanied with a brown-out. Good thing that didn't happen yesterday. Guess summer's officially over.

Days sauntered past before my eyes
As if mocking me
When another hope like a fag dies
Would somebody take me, complete me?

Would this be another tainted moment?
Sparks and sunshine all around
And then sadness and darkness nodded in agreement
That their ugly faces will surround
This fairy tale I'm beginning
And like wicked villains came to ruin it all
I'm no princess soaring and dancing
For when I try to fly I am pulled down to fall

Sometimes it seems as if life is anyhting but a dream
Where unidentified objects swirl around and you swim
Among the nothingness and the loneliness
And when you wake up you were in another dream
Forced to move on, do the meaningless
Things we can't quite understand
Like we cry and worship the thing we call 'love'
We watch others who think they have it
And they go about flying like a dove

At times fate is against me
I then began to wonder if I'm a mere accident
When I remember an incident
That brings tears of sorrow to my eyes
Am I really meant to cry endlessly?
Are all things made to be against me?

Every night as I close my eyes
I hope they will never open again
For when it does, all I see are endless lies
Never-ending tragedies, for never does the sun rise
And I see people wasting their time praying for tranquility
But it seems as if I'm never gonna break free
From this cruel world and the corrupt souls in it
And if tomorrow I shall die then so be it
Being banished from this world is the only answer
Stronger than any prayer
And death is when I finally wake up
From the long nightmare that is life

Written: Oct. 19, 2004

---read if you're feeling suicidal:P---

We watched the last full show of Revenge of the Sith last Friday. It was shorter than the other episodes; it was only 2 hours long. Everyone *almost* already know what will happen: Anakin will become Darth Vader, Padme will give birth to Luke and Leia. It is kind of boring actually. Puro daldalan, konti action. My favorite is still The Phantom Menace. Anyway, pushing Star Wars aside, I had a dream about...I'll call him Skittles *miss ko na kumain nun* last night. I saw him yesterday kasi. Ay, finally nakalaro na din ako yesterday with Kat. But dad said it is my last and that he will not allow me to play anymore. NO WAY. Anyway, about my dream, we had a family gathering daw and he was there. Unang scene sa swimming pool, hindi daw ako nag-swimming and I was talking to my tito and I caught his eye. next scene in my room, there was this guy who's supposed to be my cousin but I don't even know him. And then Skittles came in daw and apparently, they know each other. Yun nagpatugtog daw sila, pinatugtog nila yung CDs ko na especially bought from Recto. And I entered the other room to play with my cousins, I can hear the music from my room it was something from Cannibal Corpse *which Miguel borrowed but had not yet returned, but it's fine since I was hardly in the mood for death metal these past few days*, and then I was surprised when they started playing Love Moves In Mysterious Ways. So bumalik daw ako sa room ko tapos humiga ako sa kama, inaasar daw ako nung supposedly na cousin ko na senti na daw ako tapos pinalitan niya yung music. Skittles is still there tapos tumabi pa daw sa 'kin pero hindi kami nag-uusap, it seems like we're shy around each other. Well I am, in real life. I haven't even talked to him, not once, in my life. I wonder why he's the one I dreamt about last night. I wasn't even thinking of him I was thinking of Sunny Side-up and Ryan Corr *as usual*. But I know one thing...I'm not gonna like him-again.

-Smashing Pumpkins-

Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel
Believe, believe in me, believe
That life can change, that you're not stuck in vain
We're not the same, we're different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
And you know you're never sure
But you're sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born
Believe, believe in me, believe
In the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe there's not a tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight
We'll crucify the insincere tonight
We'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
We'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as i believe in you, tonight

I hate what's happening in the world...and in my life. First of all, summer's almost over. Second, I want to go anywhere but here. And with the world...let's see, hmm...we have a new god. Money*kneel down and say "I'm not worthy" over and over again*. Like Jo March from Little Women I also hate it now. It's the reason why people kill. Why women become prostitutes. Because nowadays, women just can't cut their hair and sell it (like Jo March did again). And nowadays, nothing's free. Who knows maybe tomorrow, whatever move we make we will be charged for it. That's so not cool. You see, because I hate everything that's happening, it makes me wanna step on that machine in Timeline and disappear in 14th century France. But of course that means running and hiding from the British. Maybe I could disappear into the Arthurian period instead. I really want to meet him, if he really existed.

I know that life back then was simple but hard because of the endless battles for freedom. There are no cars, no computers...imagine if I bring a laptop there so I can blog and the date would be 600 AD or something. That'll be cool. I don't have to worry about solving geometric problems now that I'm gonna be in 3rd year highschool. Math is my weak subject.

Well anyway, I know I could not just disappear into the Middle Ages. All I can do is read more about the people and how they live and try to imagine what it's like without TVs, radios, computers, cellphones...cologne(?)

Living in a time of countless battles, waking up each morning knowing your life could be in danger. Would I survive? Whatever.

-by Lea Licerio(nakampootah!)-

You're not my priority anymore
I've pushed you aside forevermore
Still healing my wounds, so deep
As I think about it at night I can't sleep

Reading your letter feels like I'm reading a bill
I tried to stay composed but still
The pain was so intense it numbed me
But I stayed in control, guess that's the way to be

I wonder where you are now
And do you still think of me somehow?

I don't wanna wait anymore
I want to hear what you've got to say
Everytime I think of you I go stronger
I need it to go on, to go on my own way

I've got the image of you in black and white
I want to so much get rid of it out of my sight
Start a new day, where do I begin?
Maybe erase the negatives I'm feeling

But as I remember in that piece of paper
Your words strewn together creates a power
The power that caused this fire burning inside of me
And the tears behind my eyes started to fall endlessly

But you taught me to be aware
As you gave me this cross I had to bear

I don't want to cry anymore
It may have blinded me but
I grew stronger because of you
Now you know

The words you've strewn altogether
Left some kind of power
That caused me to hurt inside

Written: April 18, 2004

---tae ahihi...dedicated to...no one in particular:P

No I'm not referring to a puppy or a pet. I just watched The Sleepover Club and I can't get enough of Ryan Corr. He's just so gorgeous sobra!


Here he is...he's one of the few guys who look good in braces! I love you to pieces! And take note, ka-age siya ni ano...um...1989 siya kasi eh. Actually I thought he was younger...

I don't know why I even watch this show. I mean it's kinda cheesy and all but...there are some scenes that actually touch me. Nweiz I think Matthew is cute kasi.

This summer is so fucking boring I could kill myself. Nweiz, I'm writing a new story 'cause I can't do anything else. And I miss coffinfodder oh-so-much na. I miss her green hair and her iron cain. When can I play again??