-by Lea Licerio(nakampootah!)-

You're not my priority anymore
I've pushed you aside forevermore
Still healing my wounds, so deep
As I think about it at night I can't sleep

Reading your letter feels like I'm reading a bill
I tried to stay composed but still
The pain was so intense it numbed me
But I stayed in control, guess that's the way to be

I wonder where you are now
And do you still think of me somehow?

I don't wanna wait anymore
I want to hear what you've got to say
Everytime I think of you I go stronger
I need it to go on, to go on my own way

I've got the image of you in black and white
I want to so much get rid of it out of my sight
Start a new day, where do I begin?
Maybe erase the negatives I'm feeling

But as I remember in that piece of paper
Your words strewn together creates a power
The power that caused this fire burning inside of me
And the tears behind my eyes started to fall endlessly

But you taught me to be aware
As you gave me this cross I had to bear

I don't want to cry anymore
It may have blinded me but
I grew stronger because of you
Now you know

The words you've strewn altogether
Left some kind of power
That caused me to hurt inside

Written: April 18, 2004

---tae ahihi...dedicated to...no one in particular:P