It's the first day of our semestral break. Went to Bola's birthday bash(?) a
while ago. I'm in a state of total confusion and frustration. You know the feeling when you just WANT to be mean to someone and you feel like saying mean things is the only way for you to tell the truth because in your situation only the truth will set you free but you just can't because that person is so kind and is a very good friend to you? Well I had that. You know, I'm still okay when he just "confessed" to me but he shouldn't have ASKED me...that question. It ruined everything. Our friendship, that is. Now I feel awkward...and confused...and...yeah, I don't feel right. Well, I can't explain it here properly...obviously.

But I'm not speaking with him.
Ever again?
No, no, no, let's hope not.

Anyway, anyway, I'm gonna talk about...other...things. Things that don't bother me. Things that make me happy.
Like Neil Gaiman's Anansi Boys. I finished it this morning in bed. And
I gotta say, it was an absatively good read. Gaiman's writing was so
effective that I found myself crushing on Spider, one of the two sons of the
spider-god Anansi. In the book, Spider was the one who got his father's "god
powers". He's cool, he's fly, he's charming, he's a smooth talker so ladies can't
resist him, he's got powers...and he always wore a black leather coat, like
Angel in Buffy. How cool is that?
You know how when you read a book you tend to visualize the characters as
movie stars or as someone you've known your whole life or as someone you
saw on the street one time and you found cute or whatever? Like when I was
in 4th grade and I was reading Harry Potter and the Chamber of
Secrets. I imagined that Harry is my crush Omar, who was in Grade 5
that time, and that I am Ginny. But apparently, Ginny's a redhead but hey, it
was MY imagination.
So anyway, for Anansi Boys, I've got Mikey Way as Fat Charlie and
Gerard Way as Spider :D But wait, that's not the reason why I have a crush on
Spider, I kinda don't like Gerard now because of what he's done to his hair.
I've got this other guy in my head whom I visualize as Spider, but I'm not sure
who he is. I mean, maybe I've seen him in a movie once as an extra or maybe
I'm yet to meet him. OOOhhhh...all I know is that he's cute.
And who is Rosie and Daisy in my great, great, great imagination? Ehem
ehem. It's truly yours. Teeheeehee. I married Mikey Way...in my imagination...
Grahame Coats is The Undertaker (yep, I have a VERY weird imagination), the
Bird Woman is Liv Tyler (with lots of make-up so that she'll look like a
Bird...Woman) and Maeve Livingstone is...hmm...some blond woman and Mrs.
Higgler and the other old ladies are...well..I just imagined them as they were
described in the book.
But I really enjoyed it. The book, not visualizing old ladies.
Astigin. When people ask me who my
crush is, I'd tell them it's Spider.
*wink*

So, another thing that makes or rather, made me happy was seeing
Matt Hardy in the flesh, although not at an intimate distance, unfortunately,
but close enough to see that he's...cute. Yep, we watched the Smackdown
Survivor Series tour last Saturday. And Sib was there and I asked him if I
could take a picture with him and so I took a picture with him and it's on my
cellphone so...yeah. LA LNG.
I can't wait to see The Marine. John Cena is sooooo effin'HOT. I don't care if he's a...RAPPER and not some
guy with a bass or some guy who drinks a lot and sings "I'm okay, I'm
okaaaaayy!" or "Don't, don't, don't get up, chichichichi (or
something) I can't see the sunshine, I'll be waiting for you baby..."
Yeehee......

And another thing that makes me happy is Jewel's new CD,Goodbye Alice
In Wonderland. The reason why I'm happy is because Jewel's her old self
again. Yep, no more dance songs. Intuition was a mistake. And I hope that from that mistake, she was able to learn that she looks (and sounds) way, way better with a guitar than she does when she's wearing short shorts and....dancing.



I can't wait to get my hands on The Black Parade.