Okay, this is it. I decided this is enough. I just have to forget him. Okay, they say that blogging is like a therapy...like chocolate. And this is also a great way to express one's feelings. So here it goes:
I really, badly, truly want to forget those summer days when he...I don't know if he's serious with me that time. But anyway, I just can't stay stuck on him forever. He's a loser, a jerk, a playboy. He don't deserve these feelings. Because he's a loser. He sucks. But it's not easy to forget him because even the smallest of things remind me of him. This is just a few of the things which remind me of him:
1. Full House
2. Star Wars III: Revenge of the Sith
3. ice cream
4. The Day You Said Goodnight
5. Minamalas
6. RO
7. my cellphone
8. Sweet 18
9. Stillness(a story I'm currently, and I don't know if I'll still continue, writing)
10. YM
11. Batman(Hmm...I wonder how Tunog is doing)
12. Skyflakes(lol)
13. Galleria
...anyway, see, even ice cream reminds me of him! Oh God help me. And there's one more thing(and other things as well) but I won't write it here since it's gonna be too obvious. I think I need to seek help from an expert. *Sigh* I wonder if he knows what he's doing to me. But I guess not. I guess he's too busy with that girl that Des said is hitsurang palaka. LOL. But I think she looks like a lizard. LOLLOLLOL. Joke. She's out of this.
Damn you, _____! Argh! How I hate you! And how I still miss you in spite of myself!
"I hate everything about him! The way he walks, his conceited smile, his voice. Just the mere sight of him makes me want to hit him! Arrgh! I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!"
"...I love you, I love you, I miss you...still"
Ho hum. How the heck can I forget you when you're fucking everywhere!?! When I close my eyes it's you I see(Everywhere??)...Everytime I try to sleep I dream of you and it feels so real...
So, starting now, I'll try to forget him. I'll try to forget he meant something to me. I'll try...then maybe my blog entries wouldn't always be about him...

"You're in everyone I see
So tell me do you still see me?"