So many days had passed since I met you
I was filled with brand new hope
But then the feeling suddenly subsided
And now I'm filled with something no one
Could ever put into words
I can't believe you've come and gone so quickly
It's too late to say what's in my heart
It's too late guess you and her could never be apart
Guess I have no choice but
To say goodbye to the things we never had
I know I should feel down but somehow I am glad
That I met you, but I know you're just not the one for me
I can call myself stupid for believing
That someone like you and someone like me
Could end up together forever
So I waited for nothing
Pathetic, I know
But
I love you and it isn't easy
Now I have no choice but so I'll
Say goodbye, bid farewell to happy days
Take a sharp turn to another way
Goodbye, goodnight I will surely miss you
But I do
love you and there's nothing I could do
But to be glad that I met you even though you're not the one for me
Written: October 9, 2004
---Another mediocre poem of mine. Now I'm not afraid to admit that
Monjie is Skittles and that he inspired me to write this.
Anyway, lines from songs that I currently can relate to:
"Don't it always seem to go
That
you don't know what you got 'til it's gone..."
-Big Yellow Taxi by Counting Crows
"So I'll cry a little bit longer
And I'll stay two seconds more
And I'll
try to be strongerAnd I'll see if you catch my fall..."
-Catch My Fall by Katy Rose
"If you could only know me
Like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all right..."
-The Day You Said Goodnight by Hale
"You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall
Head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you
FOR ALL THAT YOU ARE..."
-Head Over Feet by Alanis Morisette(I wish I could find a way to tell him)
"I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking, I miss you even more
And I can't
fake it, the way I could before
I hate you but I love youI can't stop thinking of you..."
-Stuck by Stacie Orrico
"Now the stars aren't out tonight
But neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like goodbye?These memories can't replace
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right..."
-Promise by Matchbook Romance
"I'm tired of hiding behind these lying eyes
I'm tired of this smile even I don't recognize
Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
And it's not the good kind..."
-The Good Kind by The Wreckers
---These are all for
"YOU". You know who you are...